Something strikes me every so often when I check Facebook. There seem to be two kinds of people when it comes to the kinds of friends they have.
The first kind make friends at school (at whatever point) and keep them forever more. They are bridesmaids at each other's weddings. They meet up all the time so their kids can play together. They go on holidays together sans kids.
The second kind seem to acquire friends like a collector, some from this phase of life, some from that phase. They may be friends only while they work at the same place or go to the same church. they may be friends only while they are in the same class at uni or while they have kids in the same class at school. Sometimes they become friends at a specific stage and the friendship seems to transcend that stage.
I seem to be of the latter category.
At school I had friends, but my year at school had lots of groups of girls that would sit together. For a while, I would sit with one group or another according to who I was friendly with at any one time. But it never lasted long really. I never had enough friends in each group to make it really fun or fulfilling to stay long.
So I was a floater between groups. One who belonged to all groups and to none.
Then I joined a youth group. Suddenly I had friends. Instant friends who cared how I was during the week. Friends who shared their faith with me. Suddenly I was being invited to parties and gatherings. In some ways it made school easier, and in some ways harder.
When I went to uni I joined the Evangelical Union. I joined small groups and went to public meetings and weekends away and met heaps of people. Some of my best friends are from that time of my life. I met my husband there. I met people who are now scattered to the winds, in Cambodia, the USA, China, the UK, Tasmania, Victoria, Northern NSW; good friends who I see very rarely but when I do see them it is as if no time has passed and we just pick straight up where we left off. I love those kinds of friendships.
I met heaps of different people each year at Beach Mission as the team shifted and changed.
I have been to three different churches since Luke decided to go to College. I made friends at each one. Some I have kept in touch with. Some I haven't. At our last church we met the godmother to our now 13 month old daughter and lots of other friends besides! I go back there whenever I am near , and revel in the fellowship and friendship found in a loving church family.
At College, we met heaps and heaps of people from all sorts of places who I catch up with as often as possible. These are people I saw often in Biblestudy groups, at the women's group, and people I lived along side when we lived in College accommodation. We see the people from our year group quite often which is great since they are our spiritual and professional family. The only people who truly know what it is like to be in ministry.
So I look at my life and think "Ok so, somewhere along the line I picked up a lot of friends". But then I remember my grandmother who had a best friend for over 85 years, and some others for almost 80 years. I don't have any friends like that. I don't have any friends from pre-school that I still see/write to/skype regularly. I don't have friends from kindy/school in the way that some do. I see the photos from weddings and think "why couldn't I have had friends like that? friends that just stick together through everything for 20 years? why can't I have 10 friends who I go to Byron /Bali/somewhere with every year or so?"
Then I look at my own wedding photos. And I look at the lists that I draw up when I am inviting friends to things. I have friends on these lists from school, churches, uni, work, beach mission, College, and just random other times.
Is my life poorer for missing the lifelong friendships? or is it richer for having friends from a plethora of places and times in my life? Sometimes I can't say.
I have a little of both types, honestly.... they both have their plusses. I don't know if I could deal with not having life long friends. But those are the close ones and the others fall away eventually and that makes me a bit sad... but at least I know my BFFs will always be there.
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